I got my birthday today! Actually, I don't feel special like common day. Cos after I got my birthday every month and I grow up, birthday isn't something should we celebrate or happy along. Start today, I should thinking what I'll do for my directness of my life. I'm working on my final task, now. After that, I should find a job to continue my life. Have my own money, home, then my own life. Honestly, I'm not ready at all. I don't know what should I do to fullfill my needs. I don't know what should I do if I can't get my dream job. I still wonder who lucky guy that will life with me until die. So many questions that I can't answer. So many scary things that haunt like single time. So many wishes and target that I can't get. I feel like useless girl who failed in everything.
But, Happy Birthday to me. I wish I could through bad and happy situations in my life with smile and gratitude. Wish everything that I need (not want) can I get.
PS : start now I'll try to post with english even though my English is suck but In'll try with my best. Wish me luck
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